Okay then, it is still on the phone. You need to go to the Application folder, highlight it, and then open BB Menu and select "move to folder" a list of folders will open and pick home folder, and it will be back on your home page again. You may have to go back after you move it, to click" complete move" under the BB menu button. Then you can move it anywhere you want on your home page / desktop. If you don't know how to move stuff, let me know and I can walk you thru it.